Woe is me...

For the past days I've been in this total hell hole. I took so many things in constant which made an excessive huge-aspirine-needed head of mine. Everything is so hectic, I want achieve all and in return I get depressed easily.

What the hell I'm talking about?

First of all, probably some of you already know that I co-own a music-inspired clothing line, I'm a graphic designer there, Hysteria. Hysteria sells band-related things and merchandise such tshirts and shits... And for a whole month I took a short hiatus due to complete my bachelor thesis. Hell, it's not even finished by the end of this bloody month!

Beside Hysteria, I also run my shoe/bag line with my close friend, Enchanté. We design a lot of woman bags and shoes that will definitely make woman all-lust over our products still in progress though but we'll launch the new designs soon.

Beside Enchanté, I (such a oppurtunity-digger) applied a job in a magazine called Moshaict as graphic designer. They accepted my CV and I'm working as their freelance graphic designer. Believe me when working with a client it'll give a certain madness and don't forget about that BLOODY DEADLY DEADLINES!

Beside Moshaict, I AM working on finishing my bachelor degree. I'm not an art student first of all, I'm actually a pharmacy student, dealing with all those chemical shit everyday and to complete my degree I have to do research (practical actual research in laboratory). It's my fourth month coping my God-knows-when-it's-done research and this research is the main reason I got headache, stress, and self-harm (lol kidding I don't do self-harm, self-harm is stupid)

Beside my busy months with my research, in between them, I always have this intention to (actually) continue my abandoned stories preferably my new ones. Gosh, from 7 unposted stories, now I have 2 extra stories. I HATE MY BRAIN SOMETIMES WHEN IT COMES TO IDEAS! I CANT STOP THEM! And those ideas keep haunting me to write. Every night, I will make a new chapter in my head as my lullaby. Weird right? I sometimes hate it.

Last but not least, I'm in attempt to make (another) clothing line by myself. I can't seem to stop myself from making clothing line, I just do and come to think of it it runs in my veins like I'm meant to have business in clothing. Blah.

SIX BLOODY PROBLEMS I'VE CREATED ON APRIL!

I don't know why I keep receiving cash-related opportunities with open hand, seems I never think how to complete them all. I can't be focused on one thing and have tendency to think I can do them. Well probably I might be able to.. but idek... For know I just keep assuring myself that I'm capable to do multitasking which I think almost impossible. But I dunno.

Hmm.. whoever you are, please support me. I dunno, a simple "You can do those, you will finish them!" will be appreciated. Ha...

-Lisa